I've officially failed as a blogger. I find this to be an outlet in which I do not have to worry about what anyone thinks about it. One of the few places where it does not matter if other people read and like what I have to say. There's no anxiety or pressure to preform. I'm always true to myself, but I have a job that requires me to work closely and interact with others frequently. I love my job, but love escaping that world as well.
So, if blogging is so carefree why can I not keep up with it? Why has it been so long since my last post? I'm not sure. Honestly. I guess adjusting to a new way of life including: a new job (for both of us), moving into a new house, forming new friendships while maintaining old ones, family drama, and figuring out life.
I read blogs on a daily basis. In fact, I can hardly keep myself away from a few. It gives me an escape from my reality and allows me to peek into a different way of life. It's like I can live vicariously through the snip-its that others share with the interwebs.
What will I share about us? We, as a couple, have not decided how much to reveal about our lives. We're not totally sure about pictures yet. Anonymity offers a certain amount of protection. I currently work in a public field and do not need certain people to find me. He does not need his employees finding him. There's also vulnerability with putting yourself out there and having other judge less than a fraction of your life without knowing the whole story. What we reveal and when will be a process, and definitely on our terms.
Buckle up and enjoy the ride. :)
